Monday, March 25, 2013
September 23 (just before noon)
I’ve just finished putting the finishing touches on my presentation “The Proper Way to Approach Earther Females”. A huge boon was the last-minute addition of my propaganda films, “The Evils of Kalquorians” and “Punishment of a Whore”, both of which Nang dug up from the media archives here on base. Those were the two pieces of shit vids I won awards for. It was kind of embarrassing for the commander to have seen the lies I spread all over the planet on behalf of my government.
Having watched and squirmed all the way through them, I have to admit they will go a long way towards informing the rescuers exactly what they are up against. It shows exactly how we were brainwashed into mindlessly hating Kalquorians. Not to mention our sheer terror of being in compromising situations with men in general. After being reminded of my way-too well-argued points on how the aliens were demonic emissaries devoted to destroying us, I’m a little more understanding towards the attitudes I’m getting from my fellow Earthers. It’s no wonder they view me with such anger and hatred. I really must seem like a whoring traitor to the casual observer. That’s not to say I’m still not going to go full-on crazy bitch if they threaten me or Mom. But I can kind of get where they’re coming from.
I am feeling way guilty for the fear my work has inspired. Who knows how many might perish because they are too afraid to approach the Kalquorian rescue teams? And it’s all because I was the mouthpiece that said stay away. Maybe the penance of making this presentation will make up for the evil I’ve done. I certainly hope so, though I know there will be plenty of people the Kalquorians won’t be able to reach even armed with better knowledge. Some Earthers will never be convinced the alien race wants to help us survive unless it’s to breed.
Well, I’m off to see Commander Nang to wrap this puppy up. Final spin and polish, and it will be ready to show to the others. One thing that I don’t think I’ll have to be worried about is my libido. I’m still sore from last night, and I do not want a double-dicking at all. Nang better be ready to be turned away if he starts any of his seduction nonsense. I can barely sit straight right now. Not that I’m complaining. Today’s sensitive butt was well worth last night’s pleasure.