Thursday, December 6, 2012
I don’t know what to do. she’s gone. Moms gone and I can’t fine her Woke up to she up and left. In broad daylight.
I went out to find , hacking and bringing up garbage out of lungs I think this flu turn into broncitis. So damned sick. But I looked for her. I swear I lookd everywhere. I went up and down streets, check in ever house. If it not for the alien shutles I kept to hide from. I swear I was last living person on Earth.
MOM WHER ARE YOU?
I failed her. She probably dead in middle of some street. Is all my fault. I let my guard down I let her down. She gone and I’m going to die here all by myself just like I deserve and no one
Okay. Getting hold of myself. Crying not going to fix this. I got to keep tryin got to keep looking. Can’t give up.